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I am so dam mad!!!!!!!!I can't get the voices out of my head. I get pissed and think that I am slow, fat, and out of shape.... I try to think of the ones who have real problems liek jessey or my brother, they have real probles. I am just broke and can't stop the voices, mabye Angle Fire will be good for me getting my ass kicked will at least put me where I belong. A few more days on the bike and then some rest need to get the voodoo ready just to in case something does not work with coaches bike,, at least I got that going for me,,,,.