Lay it down in Fullview

Start of the weekend and I have eaten all the food in the fridge.

A good week of putting my legs into the 

hurt zone. Good bits of climbing and 

a mid week dirt ride.

My goals are set just not sure if i can meet them.

I am tired of working and not getting anywhere.

Everyone else gets to take my money but me.

I have few outlets in life and racing my MTB 

is by far the biggest. I don't ask for much, just a chance a few days a month in the 

summer to line up and for two hours see how much punishment my body and mind can

take. When I am off the bike and take the same punishment it is not 

so great.

I could not do the racing if it was not for the support of my family and all the 

good sponsors that I have picked up over the years.

It is a symbiotic relationship, with out the racing they would have

little to no interest in me and with out them I could not continue to compete at the level that i do.

I seem to be going through a midsummer midlife crises.

The wheels spin and my brain stays quite get off the bike and the voices speak to me.

When do i get mine,,, am I doomed to fix broken household appliances for ever?

The wheels are calling....if you see me out and about and I am smiling,

their must me a bike underneath!